The days are more random than we expected Con/Jur/d, 4/21/2022 You’re arguing from history, he said. You’re trying to cover your words, she said. When was this? Don’t know. The conjunction of time and age Don’t care. is less linear than expected. So what? The alchemists believed God was Maybe it’s your trauma, was eminent and inconspicuous this obsession, by vivisectioning the World via Words this religiosity, this holiness! What they found, was hollowness, Wait. Are you paying attention? everything, they paid attention too Or simpling echoing? were beats and scratches on an egg. What? Ridiculous! What all philosophy and all knowledge Here you go again. 's an echo, echoing from the shell You’re wasting my time. Our experience of time Leaving! derives from the outer surface How did I? Back here? the inside is empty and what we There hasn’t been a we live is a POV of 2D on a 3D surface. for a long long time. When we move along the curve, Get it? We’re over. we believe the illusion of I mean it this time. everything happening in a Thought it would be good single direction again when really We learn you’ll never change how now Don’t know how this started can be antecedent The end is clear enough to what came before, before, the end.
Just Found Con/Jur/d, 4/21/2022 Half the time I don’t know if I’m being deep or obtuse. You’re the one who suffers for it. Don’t get me wrong I’m stuck too, I almost cried when I found the 6 blank pages at the end of ‘The Gateless Barrier: Zen Comments on the Mumonkan by Zenkei Shibayama' Shambhala Press despite the cover crinkles, the dog earring, the well traveled scratches I failed to shed a single tear at such beauty.
Much Love,
Con/Jur/d, 4/21/2022