Embodied Con/Jur/d, 4/9/2023 ‘tis the season to remember what it's like to have a body to marvel on the return or rather the remembrance of space 70s: the sharp early green, looking for eggs in the backyard barefoot, laughing wearing stripped and patterned pajamas 80s: later, after a winter of bronchitis, ulcers, bulky sweaters a sun diffuse and warm on exposed skin, become strut and grin 90s: yoga, breathwork, therapy, vitamins, mind-machines, fasts to keep the fear at bay, a beer, the smell of fresh-cut grass works better Aughts: frantic, damp gets in your bones, a constant missing of daughter on the way to get coffee, light rises at 6:04 AM washes away numbness 10s: a little too much for comfort the night before, saying with cigarette “Need to care for body” “You do,” he says “Always a fresh pack handy” Indefinable Now: age bursts forth around us, how lucky we are to still arrive not knowing how or why, with different aches, on Spring’s resurrecting shores
Much, much love,
Con/Jur/d, 4/9/2023
You wanna make me cry.
Beautiful.
Yatha pubbulakam passe
yatha passe maracikam
evam lokam avekkhantam
maccuraja na passati.
Dh 170, tr. "If a man looks at the world in the same way as one looks at a bubble or a mirage, the King of Death will not find him."