let us know
Con/Jur/d, 12/28/2025
three in one we are, just like the old
church perverts said, and tried to
take_claim via crook and thug rugby
without rules in Byzantium, we were
told
but didn’t listen. we understand
at the base we are nothing, and people
will pay
and pay
and
(build billionaires, sycophant cocks
or whatever pleasure centers, the powerful
hold, as the last connection to their animal
selves, it's why they invest in immortality
not understanding the obvious truth
the one we are born with
actively drowned
disowned
sold for food
and shelter
Juan Ponce de León, The Buddha and to a lesser
extent The Christ, whose life_ message edited
by the horror-movie ending, the important bit was
the journey, not your fantasies of after) and pay
to be given meaning, to make up a story to die for
honestly, like we said about smart drugs, the first
sign (BUGSPLAT on the windshield of your
perception) they’re working is remembering how
bad your memory is, normally we walk around in
HAZINESS, maybe you’ve automated it, hoped
your list making would stave off, whatever it was
you were afraid of -- it was, if you could just
arrive at the right google search phrase, or AI
question, then you would remember
would remember
would remember
WHY. you.
why you came here and what you were looking
for
but you can never be immortal, maybe
remain youthful, and why not? your second childhood
though, will not happen
to the same person
as the first time
if you’re honest with yourself, continuity is a game
the lie we tell ourselves
maintain (MAINTAIN) an appearance of order
we mean biological death yet, all the cells
in our bodies
are different
renewed
and your tastes, your tendencies
differ than before, and if they don’t, if that’s
just
how
you
are
you’re living an excuse
a fiction
which is fine (you won’t get judged by us
WE DON’T PROVIDE MEANING)
just remember The You, now, chose this,
NO REALLY
who else could? asking for a friend, if you find
someone else, other than yourself, right here
right now, who is responsible for your happiness
your lack of happiness,
your anger,
your pleasure,
you, not a dead you from ago
THE YOU HERE_NOW
PLEASE, let us know.
THE VENEERS OF CIVILIZATION
Con/Jur/d -- 12/??/25
the neighbor took pity
snowblew the sidewalk
we never talk, instead
when traveling, enriching
exploring other cultures
as if a victorian, when
the big lies of difference
THE OTHERS, THE
CHOSEN, the cannon
of comfort and
conveniences
as the civilization
SIGNAL
OVERWHELMS
pretends to emerge
organically, hides your
human citizenship
your belonging to NOISE
where kindness, dignity, authenticity
dwell in impermanence, unpredictability
to be replaced by flushable toilets
teethwhiteners, mechanized brooms
Here, undone from the
the unspoken, but understood
rules, the ugliness of poverty
WHY WOULD THEY CHOOSE
THIS? the sense, people
were not invented to be
antiheros, background
for this streaming season
but a continuity, with better
histories, greater than this sterile
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MAW
whose bloodred teeth
are whitened by the veneer
of civilization, here among
those traveling away from
the mechanical hungry
GHOST, whose distended
HUNGRY, HUNGRY
stomach
and very thin neck
never to be satisfied
only starving
NAME IT!
civilized, empire, those
lies of freedom, the endless
consumption, the proud
consumer, citizen
vampire, zombie
no matter how many vegetables
supplements, burpees you do
your gullet remains, raw red stained
except when
just passing
THROUGH 
MUCH LOVE,
Con/Jur/d, 12/28/2025
I vacillate between thinking Jesus was a cult leader or just ahead of his time although he never denounced Moses. </rant>