out of all this: suchness

8/22/2026 saying nothing well

HARD TO VISUALIZE CONCRESCENCE — THE COMING INTO BEING OF EVERY MOMENT — NOW AS ROCK — PAST AND FUTURE waves TRYING TO WASH YOU AWAY

IF YOU WANT TOO ENTER OUR HEADSPACE (?!?) — PUT THE LAMINA FOFANA ON ENDLESS LOOP — COMMITT TO A PROJECT THIS WEEK — THE MORE YOU DO THE LESS IT SEEMS

ALL YOUR HABITS ARE COMING LOOSE — YOU ARE UNANCHORED

When you took movie dialog personally
Con/Jur/d, 8/22/2026

“sift through it like breadcrumbs for the rest of your natural life and you would never, ever, find... THIS." --- Buckaroo Banzai Adventures Across The 8th Dimension

there was a life we lived
but were afraid to ask

how does that happen? 
you say it's obvious

but the you who knows now
is not the you who believed

then it was special knowing
CARD TOWER SUPER GL

.                                       UE
even mountains fall

Buckaroo Bonzai said
shift through the rocks you’d
never find.    THIS

that was then, what now (do you)
think is floor REALITY thin ice

.                                  if
we ask the question


.          .                           CRACKS!

THE LIE OF RETRO SIMPLICITY — WHAT WILBUR CALLS THE PRETRANCE FALLACY

O — HE SAID — THAT’S WHAT FREUD CALLED THE CURTAIN

Ifwewere
sometime earlier version of Con/Jur/d

ifwewere to pluck our eyes
out before bed, before shower
before tilting down/
.                               down

to peer
.                               to peer

into the depths
like a lycanthrope’s pants,
.         UNDERGARMENTS
or the casual

.                    way the contact
.                     lens people
.                     do the squish/squishy

everynight vision changed

like them you would need to get
new eyes eventually they would be worn 
scratched from the time
.               sandbeachwaveslizardbrain

drinks toomuch toomuch

or the time peering into the swirling
the elusive steelhead, just about the time
of leaping
 
.              ONE SINGLE EYE 
.                        er lens

popped out.      sunk
.                        down
.                        down

but how easy this is to confuse? 

you see (or rather you don't)
since 12, or maybe earlier
because there are photos of you
with glasses, back then the ALLSEEING

want as common, see

like the saint with tray plucked out
like 2 bloody grapes painted on silver
or was it porcelain? we refuse to look
just for once, the MALEGAZE has
been externalized, and we're trying for
this piece to be demure

like the precamera ancients, before
not knowing was how you
looked all the time

except for ponds and STEELE
furtive glances of now fearing
discursively past/future
.                    SEE?

our brother asks us:

when you put your shirt on do
you leave your glasses on or off?

WE (royal and common) reply

both, thinking allthewhile

of the pile of dusty lenses time
deconstructed frames, how the we
who wore them is long gone

(not  dodging responsibility) here

DON’T BE THAT WAY

SOMEDAYS ARE LIKE THIS — YOU KNOW?

Much love,

Con/Jur/d, 8/22/2026