I didn't know I had it in me

8/20/2022 the we in me is us

I don’t remember the actions leading to this — the feel of the snow — my best friend and how we shared one mind — but I remember the ball — yellow — the color of Disney’s Winnie the Pooh — honey

Who knew all of this would be inside such small heads?

Beyond (HERE)a possibility of flashing

Who knows why the yellow ball stuck with me long after memories of that winter have faded

Giving up memories happens naturally — So — why do we struggle to give up suffering?

Do you think our parents felt this way too?

Like we swallowed the whole universe?

And someday — the suffering will end when we burst

And the we in me — returns to us

Much love,

Con/Jur/d, 8/20/2022