HAPPY [insert celebration]

11/28/2024 up all night

WIRED & TIRED

THE SECOND SONG TO PLAY WHEN SAT DOWN TO DO THIS WAS CALLED — UP ALL NIGHT — THE FIRST SONG WAS:

THE ROOM: YOU NEED TO BE INVITED
Con/Jur/d, 11/28/2024

[ALL right.]
This should be interesting. Let's take a look 

                                                                        here.

[THE ROOM]
                       “We, ourselves, are the center of the wheel.” -- Matt Cardin  
                        “Through the process of assemblage, we create the illusion of independent, thought the delusion of Madness or Enlightenment. but in the other side (audible skip) but on the other side lies, an unmechanized DIVINITY. --  THE COG. Formerly known as DR.CON” 

                                          Breaching is with what the anthropologist called this. 
                                                                                                        We remember 
                           her second hand complaint of gaslighting 
and now Jon 

had to look it up, and being a noir fan hated the {movie} HOW she once asked us, 
   so you want to be a doctor of CONNING?. BOW outrage, 
                                                                         before it was stylish. 
    that's how it was in those days. We didn't collage or take photographs, 
those nascent desires

[THOSE THINGS]
               belonged to her. HER territorial marks. cutting and pasting us into an 
assemblage, resembling a coherent.     PERSON

[LATER]
the accusations of violence when we didn't move as expected. 

A cut, B puppet. Jon showed INVITED. us in how vast the space, how it included
THE CHAIR
THE DESK
THE BED

              (all the things on it)

but also

ALPHA CENTAURI, THE SIRIUS STAR, LOVE, 
                         FEAR, and EVERYTHING IN-BETWEEN 
[ONE]
of the rare terms {he dreamed} with ketamine. He saw all the garbage (in)
THE streets, (of) San Francisco, draining through her.

[OF] -- HER -- Tonantzin
-- the crevices. -- the 10 000 crystals of the ten thousand piercings. -- Labia Piercing with stainless steel. Slowly pushed into the reverse birth/death [BY] contraction -- 10,000 Cuts. -- 10,000 holes GYPSUM CRYSTAL COMMUNICATIONS

. THE RADIO [  ] DEAD. 
And you wonder why we don't trust K. Of course, he wanted to date. HER
wouldn't you? (WE DIDN’T)[  ] She kept saying no, 
and we asked, asked, asked
                  later when we screamed OUT OUT OUT
SHE  used our Boy Scout training. TRACED SCISSORED PASTED. 

[THE MUSE asked.] Why do you need to be the good guy? How friend? Still the center hold
.s                                                            00 0 00
Whenever we/he 
/she did a psychedelic, 

we would visit the non-participant’s, dream, LIKE the night, you couldn't sleep, 

but you'd be, you'd be there waking me through the walking. 
BUT you'd be there walking through the wall looking like you did before we met 
sometimes before you were born. 
                                                        I think it's funny, she said 
the academic shamans go on and on, and on, and on. 

ABOUT SOUL {retrieval} when they leave parts,
 everywhere. 
A MECHANISM {rebuilt} retrieved -- if (and only if) you still believe in time. 
THE future, you says, UNDERLINE THIS 
It'll come in handy when someone meets younger you for the first time.

[HOW]
          did they know those questions, are a bit? FUNNY. PREVIOUSLY, we've shown you, the time we came back into our body surrounded by ALCHEMIST.S. ASTROLOGERS and phanciful physicists. 
Taking notes. 

DO YOU KNOW? WHAT THIS DOES? TO A YOUNG SOUL? Let.s ask them?. 
What did that do to you? STOP shouting. We're right here.LATER, when our hearing goes, 
you can show the underlined parts, and you’ll l turn, and you'll say: OUR SOUL WAS UNDERLINED, and struck thru
AND you respond, 

turn your hearing aid on! you deaf old bugger!
AND just like this, we are cybernetic
 first, 

they needed to make everything dumber.

[SO WE COULD FIT]
                           inside this machine. 

OH, that explains the institutional beige. SOME bodies try to paint the room. 

SUPERSET                                                                                               Isn't it? 
                                                                 Yes/ no. 
INCLUDES bees and every other SUNSET and  black holes. ABSORBing, 
even non-reflective, colors the ones that reject, differentiate. 
a category that rejects categories. NOW you're getting there, categorically.
WE, was still listening. 
ARE we still listing? 
WHAT’S in here room? THE OORT cloud. In here. 

INSERT your search: you mama joke, 
no matter how big, there's gonna be 
a bubbly rumor:

Room
Con/Jur/d, 3 AM

Without borders walls brought up
by you, take them, down
doesn't mean we need tolerate

our poor behavior.



a further case: (FOR us. for them)

Awkward, doesn't always present well
Con/Jur/d, soon after

Hadn't started snowing yet
crow chases squirrel, GONE
pecks, red veined leaves, gulps down

fail to say hello
……………………………………….

AFTER 

Jon died  she joined him soon after, THOSE rooms became inaccessible 

RETURN TO YOUR ROOM

. There is only one, he said, teaching us. 
HE also didn't like it. or the corner it came from? 

                        He keeps inviting us over to visiting the room. We've been told it contains
 several monasteries, some wonderful Jazz pieces 
and a light 
filled with life and death and rearrangement. Like the machine metaphor doesn't really, really, really! REALLY, really, really, really, really? WHERE! WERE? WE?

[RANDOM]
LIKE, the machine metaphor doesn’t really, really really really

Where were we? WORK

or does it? they’re not random, it's simply when and appropriately
Near the end. WHERE we. 

STOP. talking

SILENCE, except for distant WHIRS and CLICKS, the long slow harmonics of comets, asteroids and whatever the distant repeating signal is right, over.
OVER. OVER.

there.

ENJOY YOUR TURKEY/SOY/GLUTEN/WINE/BEER/KAVA/VAPE/PIE — SLAUGHTER DAY!

Much love,

Con/Jur/d, 11/28/2024