every day in may!!!

7/1/2024 JUNE? HOW DID IT BECOME JUNE?!?

THIS IS HOW WE THINK TIME PASSES

AN ACCURATE MAPPING OF THE SPACE-TIME CONTINUUM

THE AWKWARD BIG BANG
Con/Jur/d, found in documents 
written in May 2024 
date and title unknown

WELL
This is not only a deep subject 
we proceed awkwardly
having realized, most 
of what we re and cc
in this medium, is how we

think,
was never good at letters
epistolary, at 10 paces
imagining you, there
with your delusions of suffering
specialness

                    happenstances
not quite 
RANDOM, more like
a chaotic oscillation, concentric

layers
layers
layers

of ancestral trauma
and confusing our adaption
with a sense of self - which

is as good of a description as any

so, we win without shots being fired
hearts and minds, after all we’re never
ours to give, although, getting back
to the through line

thru-line

awkward thoughts, Zen
explicates like sweat

dripping
dripping
dripping

on the first date
or a gunfight

describing this wet

calling it poetry 

“You'll never understand us”
they say, and we want to keep
going, but there is no

                                  where

to go

You see the smoke
the expression of startle
glance down, see the hole
feel the sweat turning cold

and then
only then

feeling there is something wrong
with physics

hear the

BANG.

SO MUCH NEW MUSIC AND MOMENTS TO SHARE

MOST OF US — IF WE LIVE LONG ENOUGH — ARE POLYAMOROUS AND NECROPHILIACS BENEATH THE ILLUSION OF LINEARITY

Much love,

Con/Jur/d, 6/1/2024