gang aft agley Con/Jur/d, 1:52 AM 5/9/26 awry, a knot, the tree . full o crows black against the seeing sun the others bike away insect song rises struck by loneliness a hammerfalls, if only . NOW renew the blackhole the deadsun, the thunderblast sheetlightning as the echo of the original motion to communicate . we sometimes feel like any interaction is to meet a likeminded sentience, with a new language a newing ING, ING we croak until we understand, this is the same think, same thing
The Americans
Con/Jur/d, 5/?/2026
after Phil commented we seemed angry
the brits, he says
have been doing this longer
they’re used to empire garbage
thinking their idea of exploitation
is civilization, what we can't abide
is the Americans who think
they're born individuated, merit
is an independent metric, whose
. BASE
_____________________LINE
is slaughterhouse poverty, whose
best and brightest confuse cannibalism
with avoiding the abattoir, IT STINKS
they normalize becoming the ideal:
the idyllic idiot capitalist, agog, ideal
patriot, the ideal communist, the ideal
the bestest fascist the better northstar
antifascist, the murderer with style
THE IDEAL PSYCHOPATH, mother
father, sisterbrother and brothersister
and if it's merited PORNSTAR, godfeared
on the outside, HOT HOT HOT
. (inside) mmmmmmmm
the ideal: man and his responses, the ideal
womn, the ideal notman, the ideal
worker, the ideal owner, the ideal divergent
ubermensch, without history, and certainly
far, far away from herstory, as long as
you follow the hero’s journey, are in recovery
are diagnosable (provide machinable metrics)
, adhere to the spectrum
choose the popular statistically significant
disease of unknown origin, solely a result
of genetics, life style choices, ideal DEATH
does not come announced, it comes from
a lifetime of poor choices, YOUR
responsibility, you could have become
the idolized eater of dregs, be
THE BEST at what you do, don't waste
your potential, become your merit
without exception
become after a life time of normalization
THE BEST PATIENT
leave not a ripple, when you go
your individual actions, acknowledge
and judged by a checklistgod
gone, gone 
How you approach what's left Con/Jur/d sometime in april ; the one phil called angry if you have never been reduced to rubble choked on dust, metallic dry mouth, heard the planes wondered what the ping/ping bang/bang was, before . ALL. DEAD dealt in unsavory, trying to feed, self, children seen a fleshed absence where moments before was vital presence, wondered if this, the lies, the expulsion ARE WORTH greeted the cop inside with revulsion and, reluctantly, a hug, been stunned by your own stupidity . nausea at your culture’s normative violation, undiagnosable rage/sorrow at what they do in your name if not then, WHEN IT HAPPENS how will you approach what remains?
Much love,
Con/Jur/d, 5/9/2026
WITH SPECIAL THANKS TO:
wanted to add our parents bought a 3 BD in a nice burb house valued at 300K + now, in 1970 for 60k
we’ve been impressed by their notes posting of poetry — the format is familiar have been using Collabora Office (trying to escape the gooslop AI dumb/dumb without bell) on our pixel phone and the layout has been conducive to a shift in composing. EXAMPLE:
well, we’re sure we’re forgetting other backstage set/setting crafters enough for now. The Birthday month must be celebrated.
