Pledge of Allegiance Con/Jur/d, found among the undated tangle of open-tabs You made a promise when you were born to live this life as grown, you were not born with original sin, gods, color, religion, tribe or place, these were assigned by others, your freedom CURRENTLY AVAILABLE BY CLOSING YOUR EYES< LISTENING TO< THE PLACE UPON WHICH THE SCORE< IS WRITTEN< THE BIG SILENCE< THE SEEING< THE HEARING OF INCLUSION< NOT THE SMALL BLINDNESS< THE SMALL DEAFNESS < OF ELIMINATION < was constrained by others to hoard for the entangled genetic manifestation we call family, tribe or the misnamed race (there is no one to beat, nothing to preserve, when the species flourishes evolution wins) BURSTS FREE of the confines of a language rigged game knowing this, that you were not part of a game, not assigned a role, rather the miraculous result of years, centuries millennium, epochs and aeons, of TRANSITORY SOMETHING, from the BIG-NOTHING and you are the miracle of something AND the miracle of nothing And it happened without your permission without explanation and with full knowing without limiting excuses, habits of naming JUST THIS WHAT DO YOU PLEDGE TO? don’t dodge behind god, or family or LIMITS right now now being the only limitation to what, do you, in all your GLORY vow?

Part 1: Before I forget stolen, subsection name of this Book of Spells we’re working on wanted to tell you about wrestling with God finally throwing the Old Demon down, spit out away from the chariot it is as terror/ecstatic FULL as rumored as told having met so many gods now find the jealous cannibal king is best forgotten, there are so manymanymanymany ways to be there is a reason monotony and monotheism share one root look here, how many others demand no-price but CELEBRATION. Those who charge absolutes, who make you forget demanding sadomasochistic submission DOMINATION, are usually quite silly and don’t address the source the hollowness your existence your experience If you need to be told how to be how to act, and you need to externalize your source of good, maybe you need a little more honesty -- Please see ROSALÍA, Björk, Yves Tumor - Berghain below, which began to play, just as we got stuck needed a way forward needed…

Much love,
Con/Jur/d, 12/19/2025




